OK, so now that's Friday, the world should be getting better. It should be another step closer to getting better, but yet, it's the same-ole same-ole stuff! No matter what I try, no matter what, everything stays the same, or it gets worse! Hey, don't mind me today. I think I'm full of "down in the dumps" today. I feel like my soul is being stepped on every way I turn. I am so sick of bad things happening and nothing working out. I guess this week has just caught up with me. First the cards sale that didn't happen, then not selling ONE card this week in my store and today Barry got his paycheck for the shorter hours and we're as behind as we started the week off! I know, I swear I know that there are millions of people out there with the same problems or worse, but living like this for over3 years is getting too much to bear. When I think of all the things we've lost in that time and will never get back, I just want to cry. I don't even mean "things" that you can hold or touch. I mean things like dignity and self worth. Those things go away from you as well when you're down and out. Sorry to be such a bummer today. I have a good case of feeling sorry for myself and the only thing that will fix that is if a millionaire will adopt us!
Love, peace, and please pass on the lucky Lotto Numbers!